Sunday, August 25, 2013

Paying It Forward.

Yesterday, I joined the batch 100 and donated some stuff to True Manila to help flood victims of the typhoon Maring that hit Philippines recently. I made good use of my idle time to make my Sunday extra ordinary...and it was. 

True Manila is about Sharing and Friendship. By showing around foreigners (and locals as well) for free and sharing a little help to poor families and street kids, everyday making a difference by helping others and to pay it forward to more people who need help. 

I felt my tears about to crawl down my face while Edwin, the founder of True Manila, told us the story behind the non-profit organization he created. I was dumbfounded... 27 years ago, there is a kid playing in the street, while playing, he saw two foreigners walking on the street looking around and taking photos of the neighborhood. For the first time, he saw a tall, white skin, blonde hair man and woman. He was so surprised to see them and the foreigners were so happy to see this kid smiling looking at them too, the kid followed the two foreigners, he kept following them wherever they go, and because of that, they become friends, the two foreigners helped this kid by teaching him first how to speak English, how to brush his teeth properly, how to exercise and how to be a better person, they also bought a guitar for him and teach him how to play guitar and sing, after few months they went back to USA, the kid was left alone and back to the street working by selling newspapers, cigarettes and collecting garbage, but the two foreigners kept helping the kid by sending some financial support for buying some things he needed for school, the kid grew up and he continued studying high school until he finished college. Now that he is all grown up and that kid is Edwin, that is the reason he is doing it for free, because they (the foreigners) planted a seed of kindness in Edwin's heart since he was 9 years old, and he is here just to pay it forward, so that maybe everyone will do the same to other people. And that is the main reason why Edwin is doing it almost everyday. And it really moved me and inspired me to do a lot more for these people who needs help. I'm really grateful to our eternal Father for giving me much blessings and a chance of life to share them. 

Here's Edwin Pamanian's own words to reach out to you what True Manila's main priorities are:

"I want you to experience what I have experienced in this country for 36 years of my life, and I can only do that if we can show you to the places that you don't know, not on a guidebook, this is the real thing, I am not your regular tourist guide, this is not a sight-seeing tour. Reality is what we want to show you, I am here just to share to you our culture, our life, how we work, how we cook our food, where we live, why people are poor, why people are living in the street, under the bridge and in a very small space with big family members. If someone will show and explain you this, you can understand more, you can see the reason why Filipinos are still smiling, friendly and happy even if they are suffering from poor life, you can meet hundreds of kids, they are our true Manila kids, our goal is to make them smile, teach them how to be a better person, and play with them, spend a little time with them and you can also meet the neighborhood, talk to the neighbors, and introduce friendship. Like what the two foreigners did for me.

The more you know about my country, the more you will understand us and see how lucky you are living in a simple and nice life in your country, this will make you appreciate your country and your life.

We are not blaming the government, we are not blaming other people, if we can do something to make this country or the whole world a better place to live especially for the kids, we are here to help. We are here to volunteer and to teach kids.

True Manila is new, but we would like you to know that there are about 30 countries around the world who are a part of it already. And it doesn't matter if your skin is white, black or brown. You are always welcome to join us. Everyone is invited. So it doesn't matter if I don't know you, what is important is how I can share you something and you, if you can do the same to other people, then slowly...we can change the world, a world with RESPECT and DESIRE to HELP OTHER PEOPLE THAT WE DON'T KNOW... It can be started today if someone share some help to people who needs it most without expecting anything in return." - Edwin Nombre Pamanian


I'm posting this to raise awareness to everyone of what really is happening here, this not only applies to Manila or the Philippine nation, but with the rest of the world. Like what the saying says, BE THE CHANGE YOU WANT TO SEE.


I'm more than happy I joined this project and cheers to new friends I made during this experience! Thank you Edwin and the rest of True Manila! 
















Monday, July 29, 2013

Tired

I have come to realize that sometimes our sad, lonely feelings have little to do with our lack of spiritual maturity and more to do with being physically exhausted.

Proverbs 15:13 and17:22 remind us of the necessity of cultivating a good sense of humor about life: "A joyful heart makes a cheerful face, but when the heart is sad, the spirit is broken"; "a joyful heart is good medicine, but a broken spirit dries up the bones."

In addition to this, I love the well-known prayer, "Lord, grant me the serenity to change the things I can change, to accept the things I cannot change, and the wisdom to know the difference."

Ahhhhhhhh just pouring out all mental activities for today, ending it with another prayer... Lord God, send peaceful sleep to refresh my tired body. May your help always renew me and keep me strong in your service. May the all-powerful Lord grant us a restful night and a peaceful death. Amen.


Thursday, June 27, 2013

We Are Alive.

These past few weeks or months, there are a lot of death news in the family, close family friends and in my close circle likewise. My mum and I had a few talks regarding the sad news, nothing of a big issue just an ordinary random conversation about it. But then we realize, that our lives REALLY are short, I know most of us always hear the saying "life is short" everywhere and we don't really apply nor understand it beyond those words. I came to realize with all the deaths surrounding me, that I want to, besides that I need to start making my life more meaningful. Now yes, we feel more worthy when we are productive earning big bucks from our works and being busy making a living with all that other shenanigans.. I agree, because I myself, came to a point when my eyes are just all focused on this "goal" I have, of course it's for me to live a happy life with my luxuries. I was a ruthless mthrfckr, I would kill rather than be killed. But when death comes to us, we may have the money, the house, the car or even the lifestyle one must work hard for... Think again. There will be a lot of silence. Does everyone just loves you when you're dead? Did you help a person get his/her life back on track while you were alive? Or as for me as my thoughts are off wandering, what if it's not you who dies? What if it's your spouse, or worse, your son or your daughter? Well, for me that's the worst thing that can happen, I don't see myself having a reason to live anymore. The reason I'm here is for my family; to love and care for them and give them what they need. If they die, how about me? What will happen to me? I will be devastated for sure. When I took in that idea, my belief and vision changed. It all again led to LOVE. We shouldn't be selfish, we should be selfless; not only for your family but also with the rest of the world. Love unconditionally like how you treat your sons and daughters, I'm not saying to just love one person. Love everyone... Love the world! It's true, happiness is not about chasing greater net-worth - it's about cultivating a greater self-worth. It's not about having more money but finding more meaning. And it's not about only being successful but about being truly significant - a person who creates lasting value in the world. How would you want to be remembered when you die? What will you leave here that will not die when you do? What would it take for you to help change the life of a friend or a stranger for the better? Even for someone you are not related to? As far as I know we are all connected, I wouldn't let anyone face it all alone. Would you? It will start from us... Not from them. Pay it forward.

I wrote this because with the random chat I had with my mum, I thought I wouldn't want my mum to feel sad altogether, I want her to live a happy life that she deserves. I want her to stop worrying about everything. Sometimes she fails to be aware of that, she's stressing too much about life. I love my mother so much and I'm happy I still get to remind her to just chill from time to time and make her life much more meaningful. I wish through this writing, everyone else who'd read this would appreciate what my thoughts are... I just want everyone to come out of their shell and let out their potential powers to love and more. We have so much to give. Let's give it to the ones who need it the most. It could be anyone...the beggar at the street, the old woman riding the train alone needing assistance or even a starving stray dog. Love life and die happy. This blog entry is for my mum and for you all out there. 


shots taken by yours truly at the streets of Malate, Manila. 



Tuesday, June 18, 2013

Eros Clothing Philippines x The Glorieuse Bites

Watch out for this new clothing brand that's just lurking around the corner as it awaits to pounce at the great timing of God to release their items this July-August 2013!

Designs have been well-thought of by great artists and people of good taste! We're excited about this project because they have partnered with The Glorieuse Bites Feeding Program, the feeding ministry that was once just a dream to two great friends; now ready to serve God and soar High for His glory.

If you patronize Eros, 10% of your purchases will benefit the homeless and street children of Metro Manila. What best way to live but by being fueled by the joy of giving?

Do "LIKE" their Facebook page (Eros Philippines) and Instagram (@erosclothing_ph) for updates and feeds!

"So whether you eat or drink or whatever you do, do it for the glory of God." - 1 Corinthians 10:31

For donations and inquiries, please be in an attitude of thanksgiving and contact them via their temporary email accounts below as The Glorieuse Bites' site is still under construction:

gloriousbites2@gmail.com
t.maraonline@yahoo.com
or directly send messages at the page of Eros Philippines.

Thank you! :)

Praise and honor be to God! :)


Friday, May 31, 2013

Love WIll Take You.... Home.

"Whoever claims to love God yet hates a brother or sister is a liar. For whoever does not love their brother and sister, whom they have seen, cannot love God, whom they have not seen. And he has given us this command: Anyone who loves God must also love their brother and sister." 1 John 4:20-21

Yes... This verse got me today. My life gets meaningful each passing day as the traces of the scars left fades day by day. And I thought life is too short, let us not waste our time. By this moment, we should all create memories worth watching when our life flashbacks before our eyes when we die. It clearly says that we should love one another. There's simply no more room for hate. God gave us our tongues to either bless or hurt another. Now, why would we choose to hurt? I know for sure no one wants to get hurt. God bless those tongues who speak of love and praise to Him.

If God leads you to (whatever you may be thinking), you may never again know a time like the one you're in right now. With God's help and leading, you have the freedom to invest yourself, your time, your resources, your youth and your flexibility in relationships, ministries, and causes that can bear unbelievable fruit.

We all want to go out there... We all want to see more of life and the rest of the world. 

But at some point, we all wanted to go home... Let's go home...


I pray for my uncle fighting for his life right now. Tito Boy, I know I couldn't help in any other  way but all I could offer is my prayers... Kapit lang po, laban po tayo. This is for you.

Wednesday, May 22, 2013

If I Die Tonight...

Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate; only love can do that. - Martin Luther King Jr.

Long before I escaped my comfort zone, I have the biggest fear and all I have held in me are the questions "what if" and "why". Then I had grasped that I don't know what else to say anymore... Or do I even have the right to speak up with my own. When I have my worries, do I have to rely myself to anyone? And expect some compassion and empathy? Of course not. Not anymore. I've thought I can still take care of myself especially now that I know God's got my back. I feel invincible. I'm glad that I didn't hold back with what I feel. I'm elated that reception and diversity go hand in hand, and that I easily put up with it. I have learned that love is not just a feeling. It is a divine intervention. It makes you happily surrender and commit to faithfully love and to hold, to be there for one another through ups and downs, highs and lows, good and bad and everything in between. Most of all, it gives you confidence that that person got your back, look beyond imperfections, and inspires you to be better. Yes, I was too selfish in a lot of ways before, I've always prayed in high hopes God would give me THE BEST. But I came to realize that my prayer is wrong...it is still selfishness. So the prayer transposed... As told by a sister, well expressed and in line with my thoughts, "Lord, make me the best girl worthy to follow." And everyday I pray to be a blessing to others in any way I can. I'm getting to know God each day and building my relationship with Him, I've practiced from the start to take each day as it comes. I don't look into the future with a fervent desire to have anymore. Everything is written, it's His plan, we are just here to prepare ourselves to follow Him. When you feel life is very hard and beyond your strength or control to move forward, it means you're going in the wrong direction and something needs to be changed. It is a phase, one step closer to what needs to be done for your purpose. Just with this thought alone, I wake up everyday grateful, surrendering my life to God... I've set free the nightmares of the past, I'm free from the thoughts of it with peace in my heart. I am happy. 

I guess enough is said there... If I die tonight, I won't mind at all... I feel happy and content knowing that my son is in good hands with God. Bahala na Siya kay AK. I can even translate it into two songs. Hehe! :) Here...for your ears. I really love these. Enjoy!




Saturday, April 27, 2013

Sketches Of Pain

I praise You, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Wonderful are Your works; my soul knows it very well. My frame was not hidden from You, when I was being made in secret, intricately woven in the depths of the earth. Your eyes saw my unformed substance; in Your book were written, every one of them, the days that were formed for me, when as yet there was none of them.

Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth. Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never ends. As for prophecies, they will pass away; as for tongues, they will cease; as for knowledge, it will pass away. - 1 Corinthians 13:4-8

"It can open your eyes, but it can’t see for you..."


It's weird how you learn new things these days. Less is more... Next time I have something heavy battling in my mind, I don't need to share. I think it's for Him and mine to keep. Always.

It is quite easy to get approval if we ask enough people, or if we ask those who are likely to tell us what we want to hear. Do not seek praise, seek criticism. It's the only way you'll learn, grow and better of yourself.

But you know you are my best other half and also my best critic... Yes, you...my other half. The reason I’m exposing this is anxiety. If I don’t express it, my soul will just die in me. You got a part of me for all my brutal honesty. It bothers me to see us drifting, so I had to tell you something uplifting. The night’s getting darker, the day’s getting brighter. Reminiscing on the times when we were much tighter. Love supersedes you, everything I need. Together we achieve, hold my hand if you believe.